something needs to change
the thing that needs to change is me lol. thank you for sticking with me through my messiness. i love you for real

  • Henna uwu
    Henna uwu

    Who's here after Ryan doxxed that guy lol

  • avery lake
    avery lake

    love how watching your videos is like talking to a friend

  • Rebeca A
    Rebeca A

    She says all this and then literally changes absolutely nothing for the better and stays with her bad ways. Makes so much sense. 👌🏻

  • Morgan Martinez
    Morgan Martinez

    nooo haley i’m sorry people hated on retro reprise i love the design :( it sucks to see ppl criticizing something u work so hard on

  • Zoe Gray
    Zoe Gray

    I honestly didn't even think you changed. I genuinely took it as okay this is business Haley. I think it's okay for you to have shown a different side of yourself for literally only 2 out of how many videos. We love you girl!

  • leilani vlogs
    leilani vlogs

    i love you 🥺 always proud to be a girlypop

  • Angeline Maria
    Angeline Maria

    It's ok. It's fine if you lose yourself and you try to fit in. Weve all been there. Even me ALOT OF TIMES. Just remember to be yourself. One time I was friends with the popular girl in school and she was nice but i was intimidated by her bc she was popular and had alot of friends. So around her I was a bit different to my other friends. But now we are not friends. IDK why but its fine. So haley, your not the only one. And another time my freind started gossiping about another freind I had which was also her friend but she gossiped about her and I joined in. IDK why I did that but I said sorry so much and I gave her a genuine apology. So we all have our moments. Its Ok not to be ok. I'm just happy ur back

  • Jenny F
    Jenny F

    you're a kid that shouldn't be your job, isn't your job and that manipulative of your mom to put that pressure on you.

    • adison mcleod
      adison mcleod

      her mom never pressured it in her!!

  • Jen Thomas-Littell
    Jen Thomas-Littell

    You keep doing your best. The fact that you can help your mom at such a young age is awesome. And have the things you do, be proud of yourself. Keep your head up your feet grounded. You're doing fine.

  • •мυғғιn•

    I really feel bad for her ..Imagine working on something for too long to get trash talked about.. and if you didn't like the merch or her clothing line then just dun buy it, if they were real fans they would support her no matter what .. If it ships to my country I would've bought it to support her.. this is her style and she like it, and I like it too, I can feel her bubbly and humble side through it

  • •мυғғιn•

    You're too brave to talk about that, haters need to stop

  • olioatmeal —————
    olioatmeal —————

    I hear you and I’m with you Haley!!🧡🙃

  • Nadia Boogie
    Nadia Boogie

    such a mature reaction! I love you haley and I am so proud of you

  • Kristen Amezcua
    Kristen Amezcua

    Does anyone know the song at the end?

  • Olivia White
    Olivia White

    this is such a sincere apology and everyone gets lost- everyone is glad you can take the criticism and you’re continuing to grow

  • indp. iv
    indp. iv

    sis you dropped this 👑

  • alone semloh
    alone semloh

    It's ok♥️

  • Christy Bourenane
    Christy Bourenane

    Haley, you are young and you will change so much in the coming years. Don't be so hard on yourself and allow yourself to truly feel what you really want. I am happy that you take care of or your mom, she will always be there for you. Much love from another Texan! I love Spock, he is soooo adorable!!!!

  • Usagi Tsukino
    Usagi Tsukino

    I think you have a hard time letting your guard down, it’s a good thing to shield yourself from being too vulnerable and too susceptible to getting taken advantage of or being misunderstood, but I can tell you’re just trying to be as genuine as possible and get back to your roots. I admire you for your hard work and dedication, Haley, I hope you feel comfortable enough to be more vulnerable with us sometimes, I love you.

  • lauren Maguire
    lauren Maguire

    Its natural for people’s attitudes to change with the situation they are in girly ♥️♥️

  • Maria Nefeli Ntantouri
    Maria Nefeli Ntantouri

    shut up already

    • tj parker
      tj parker

      You stfu dumbass

  • Mina Naseer
    Mina Naseer

    Hey listen I know I’m just a random viewer and probably mean nothing yk to u or me saying what I’m going to say ur not gonna care but I’m going through the same thing u are. And everyone around me noticed before I did and I just don’t know what to do. Seeing this video makes it a little clearer on what I should do but I’m still confused. All I wanna say is I know how hard it is, like seriously. So keep doing what ur doing and cheer up. Hopefully things would be much better in the future.

  • Nicole Yu
    Nicole Yu

    as an (self announced) OG fan who has watched your videos since you had waist long hair and sang that little jingle in your intros, I am so happy to see this video. This was so genuine and sincere, nothing like other youtuber's: oh i've grown, I'm am who I am and if you can't accept that, that's your problem sort of sht.

  • Demoy's View
    Demoy's View

    I'm proud of you ❤💯👏🏽

  • marra531

    i feel like you are reverting back to that

  • emelly marie
    emelly marie

    i fucking love you hay! ❤️❤️

  • peuni x
    peuni x

    i also noticed how she somewhat changed, and i feel like she's not the haley pham i used to watch before and that's when i stopped watching her videos,but seeing her now acknowledging where she went wrong, thats maturity. proud of you haley!:)

  • Kiara S
    Kiara S

    3:18 Spock: fast as f boizz Spock: still fast as f boizz I had to lol. Trying to lighten the mood Love you Haley!

  • Tweety 01
    Tweety 01

    How did you become so successful and buy your own house at 18. Give us a story time pleaseeeeee girl

  • araceli sanchez
    araceli sanchez

    What video is she talking about when she says the one previous to this one. Where she said that she wasn’t vulnerable enough? At 1:30??

  • s y d
    s y d

    I love how Spock comes up to her whenever she starts crying he is too pure for this world

  • kaitlyn arvetta
    kaitlyn arvetta

    I followed Haley for a little while and then her videos became less of what I was use to w her and I unsubscribed. I check up in her every couple months& I’m so glad to have seen this video, safe to say I subscribed again:)

  • Your Favorite wEiRdO
    Your Favorite wEiRdO

    “High school musical 2 bet on it song starts playing”

  • StrawberriKhunnie

    I’m happy she opened up and made this video. Haley, you’re a lovely girl and you’re becoming an amazing woman! We all change and go through hard times but you come out to be such a stronger person because of it. I pray that you and your Mom will be okay and that you won’t have to worry too much about money. You’ll be able to find yourself. Just do what you love. You’re young!! I wish you all the best, haha, and your dog is so precious ❤️

  • thefunnyteamable


  • shyne1kr

    Spock is a hero

  • Dana 12
    Dana 12

    I just love you so much YOU ARE AMAZING

  • shut up navel disaster
    shut up navel disaster


  • angela suma
    angela suma

    Always here to support her cuz her youtube channel is awesome❤

  • Ya Boi
    Ya Boi

    I stopped watching her videos for a while, but I kept up with her Instagram, and yeah I saw some changes, and that happens a lot with many youtubers. But the fact that she can see that she changed, and can tell when people are worried and and calling her out, out of worry for her wellbeing is Tremendous! I am so proud of you, and I’m glad that you know we just want to help, and aren’t hating. I mean... some are hating but that’s besides the point. We love you!!!!

  • ugh grace
    ugh grace

    i unsubbed to u like 5-6 months ago because u were so different from the haley i used to watch back in 2018 and seeing this video and u owning up to ur personality changing for the worst made me so happy and proud of u because ur still so young yet u act and handle things or hate so maturely i wish u the best

  • Tonia Moronczyk
    Tonia Moronczyk

    At least you’re honest ❤️❤️

  • Marriane Mayan
    Marriane Mayan

    Hold on to Jesus

  • Fatimah B.
    Fatimah B.

    halley you are an amazing person 🥺

  • iiiav3ryiii !
    iiiav3ryiii !

    yeah she addressed it. but i love how anytime a youtuber does something dumb (like she did) they always have some pity excuse and EVERYONE is automatically okay with them again..🤨

    • Trymelolnope

      I know right people are EXTREMELY quick to forgive and think everything is okay. I just want to see her change for the better...and like where is this video did she actually say or acknowledge what she did wrong?

    • quinlan teague
      quinlan teague

      iiiav3ryiii ! exactly! it makes me so mad. she cries and everyone’s just going to forget she crapped on nurses and an entire country.

  • Wabba’s Abode
    Wabba’s Abode

    People are sooooo judgmental. Like youtubers have lives and problems just like us! Clearly we see why she changed & you know what when I subscribed it was me deciding that she’s normal and I like her so I’m supporting her. Period. It’s just like when your friends mess up or make mistakes you don’t just “not know” them anymore🙄🤦🏽‍♀️

  • ಠ_ಠ

    Haley: starts crying* dog: ILLEGAL

    • tikilo

      ಠ_ಠ nice

  • infinitelyfinite

    wow I really rate this video. I also noticed the change and didnt think much of it, just stopped watching her videos, and I clicked on this expecting it to just be like every other fake disingenuous youtube apology where they cry at a camera to garner sympathy. but this was really mature, really thoughtful and you can see that she's really genuinely reflected on herself in a way that is hard for anyone, especially someone so young. I'm the same age as haley and I know for a fact I wouldn't have handled the criticism even half as well as she did we all get lost and confused trying to find our identity, its a part of being human and something we can all relate to. we're all really proud of you for seeing that confusion and addressing it so openly with us. I look forward to watching more of your videos in the future :))))

  • NickiDrake-CrazySimpleTruthMinistries

    Haley I have only ever watched one of your videos and it was an awesome Bible study video. I pray that whatever you are going through, that you would turn back to Jesus. Lean in to Him girl! He wants you to glorify Him with everything you say and do!! ❤️ Money won't matter in eternity. Either will RSloft. Only what you do for Christ matters! You seem very sweet and I know God is softening your heart right now!! Listen to Him!! Blessings, Nicki ❤️❤️❤️

  • Elizabeth Marie
    Elizabeth Marie

    i need a support dog like that

  • Odara Medagedara
    Odara Medagedara

    crying in the thumbnail is the best way to automatically discredit what you're trying oh so hard to say

  • Doc

    “Listen to advice and accept instruction, that you may gain wisdom in the future.” - proverbs 19:20 Good job.

    • gordon ramsay
      gordon ramsay

      God bless you ❤️

  • Giselle P
    Giselle P

    This what money do to you. I used to watch you, no mooo now

  • Kimberly Jamieson
    Kimberly Jamieson

    The dislikes tho 👌

  • JackyBigSacky

    I appreciate you addressing this, big of you Haley

  • sai

    the thumbnail of the vid kinda contradicted the whole thing

  • Madison Lynn
    Madison Lynn

    I love ur faith in god, ur amazing

  • Joannah Francis
    Joannah Francis

    Be ur self cuz we miss u being u sm love for u

  • Joannah Francis
    Joannah Francis

    Love how genuine this is

  • JulithaArt

    just one last thing. the new thumbnails are kinda.. superficial :(

  • Lieanne welch
    Lieanne welch

    My mother always said just look at what’s moving forward not the past. But right now I don’t think it’s that easy to just forget what happened.

  • Noelia Paniagua
    Noelia Paniagua

    I'm so glad you talked about this! I wish you the best! Growing up has its ups and downs but you'll get through it and learn and turn into a more awesome person as time goes 😄 not that you're no awesome but more awesome haha

  • paulina sanchez
    paulina sanchez

    im glad haley is able to realize and grow from all this :))))))

  • Yee

    I really appreciate how honest, humble and genuine she was.

  • Sloan Ballman
    Sloan Ballman

    Hailey starts crying: Spoc: 😄😘😝🙂

    • Gretchen Veldkamp
      Gretchen Veldkamp

      Sloan Ballman 🤗

  • jessie lynn
    jessie lynn

    i love u Haley. you'll get through this. remember not matter what, ill be there for you... when the rain starts to fall haha

  • Aki-tea

    Haley this made me cry. You are seriously one of my biggest inspirations and I will love and support you until the end of time. Thank you so much for being honest with us and I’m beyond excited to see what you’ll do next💗💗💗

  • Maira Latif
    Maira Latif

    Thanks for being honest Haley! I get how the fame and wealth went to your head. At least your not like other youtubers and don’t try to play victim. There’s still time to turn your personality around! Just remember, you don’t have to act like someone else for people to like you.

  • Jada-Virginia Surpin
    Jada-Virginia Surpin

    I love you, new subscriber from this video

  • wendyy

    felt the genuine apology through the screen

  • Karina

    Its true, i used to love your videos, i watched every single one but i saw you changing and it made me feel like it wasn’t you anymore and i still support you and i hope this “phamily” does too

  • literal death slime
    literal death slime

    its not even ten minutes, she straight up addressed the problem and moved on without any bullshit in between. im so happy for her (:

  • Biscuits

    She'll return to her shitty behavior in no time

  • _Ursieminor_

    I can’t stress to you how proud of you I am. You didnt think you had haters, maybe it’s the way we said it, maybe it’s the amount of comments, idk. And even if you don’t change, at least immediately, I appreciate that you admitted it. I love you Haley, I’m glad you didn’t try and ignore the comments. ❤️ Resubbed ❤️

  • _Ursieminor_

    Yay! I’m so happy you aren’t just stuck up and don’t give a shit about anything but money. You can do this girl! I believe in you. You’re beautiful and have a wonderful personality. It doesn’t matter if no one likes you, because if you’re being yourself that’s the best thing. Plus if you were always yourself I guarantee you’d still have 1 sub minimum :) I hope you figure everything out. Best of luck to you love 💕

  • Siene

    I like that you made this video it makes me want to support you

  • your local student
    your local student

    So so so proud of seeing the growth in mentality

  • brub

    you can tell she is truly sorry and im happy she apologized

  • Gabby Jamila
    Gabby Jamila

    in all honesty... i did make the decision to unsubscribe after i saw you consistently not being yourself because i genuinely thought you permanently changed. I didn't like your "new" video style AT ALL and missed how you were before. Once you stopped saying "hey girly pops" in your intro and stopped using the intro music I decided that it was the end of an era and unsubbed. BUT after watching this video I'm relieved that it was just a phase and that you actually acknowledge that something wasn't right and addressed the issue. I'm very proud of you and am gladly subscribed again :)

  • Jinxed

    The change is to stop flexing on us

  • Jess Dewhurst
    Jess Dewhurst

    bah why do i feel like this still hasnt explained anything that we had an issue with

  • Kika Duarte
    Kika Duarte

    And in the next video she shows exactly the same bratty personality

  • NiftyMiner 21
    NiftyMiner 21

    yay hakey is coming back!!!

  • Ellie Sheets
    Ellie Sheets

    I love you Hailey and I’m genuinely excited for your clothing line. I really love the style of the crewneck and am excited to get it💗

  • Sofia Huffman
    Sofia Huffman

    This video made my day I love you Haley

  • Amy Kamagate
    Amy Kamagate

    I’m glad you addressed this. I stopped watching you for a while cause there was something that changed about you. I felt like you weren’t genuine anymore. But I’m glad you’ve realized and are trying to find yourself now.

  • Mari M
    Mari M

    But... this hair still ain’t it lol

  • Taly Warm
    Taly Warm

    we love u Haley u can be whatever u want just be u.🤍🖤🤍

  • Hannah Trussell
    Hannah Trussell


  • mia o’malley
    mia o’malley

    you’re crazy mature, responsible and talented. we love you, haley! we’re so proud of you💗

  • Hannah Classen
    Hannah Classen

    Spock is litterly a saviour💕

  • Dimi mak
    Dimi mak

    Y’all keep saying that this is a genuine apology but the midrolls saying something else

  • Vinny Theory
    Vinny Theory

    Hey Haley, I’ve happened to watch a good amount of yours and Ryan’s videos. As a small youtuber I just wanted to let you know that all the criticism that people give you can make you start to think that you’re all of a sudden not a good person anymore, or like a criminal or something, but they’re only seeing a small shade of you. They’re seeing less than 1% of you. And honestly, if anything by now they should know who you mainly are and that you are a good person. So when these people give you criticism just remember that it’s not 100% of people that instantly hate you and the world isn’t against you, it’s just that some people are triggered and/or shocked that you’ve changed in some way. Criticism is great and I’m not saying to brush it off but I am trying to remind you to not take it to heart because none of these people actually know you. No one’s gonna take you to jail, or exile you. I guess I feel the need to say all of this because I myself was trying to be funny while giving girl advice in one of my videos. It’s the only one of my videos that relatively blew up and girls messaged me saying I was misogynistic, while the other 99% of people just laughed and said thanks for the advice. It made me feel like I’m a bad person, so I cant imagine what all of this is making you feel like. Aside from my rant, I just wanted to come on here to say: you will always be a good person, you’re doing an amazing job, and it’s ok to use the criticism but never assume that what 1% of people are saying is how the 99% truly feel. I’m sure Ryan has your back through all of this, he’s probably the only person that’s capable of keeping your train on the tracks at the moment. Maybe he can remind you of who you truly are, and once he does, let the rest go. Everything’s gonna be ok :) Wonderful video Haley, you seemed to have broken down the walls between you and your viewers

  • guusje van Noort
    guusje van Noort

    We here for you❤️

  • Kaylee B
    Kaylee B

    is no one gonna talk ab how spot came and attacked her face when she was crying bc that was WHOLESOME

  • emily anaya
    emily anaya

    Really happy that you realized how much you changed and it’s amazing to see someone so young realize it, AND talking about it

  • Sexy Anemic Witch
    Sexy Anemic Witch

    Dogs are such supportive little creatures

  • nevaeh steele
    nevaeh steele

    Notice how every time she cried Spock gave her kisses

  • ruelhasajuel


  • Lilly Cruz
    Lilly Cruz

    Awe we love you Hayley and the fact that you addressed this just makes us love you more❤️ I hope I can support some of your mercy when I get some money over my birthday because you’re such an awesome person

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